Bridelope

msmaasaibride

As I walk towards

my tomorrow, I see the sands of time

sifted through the screen of age,

Clarified like layers of mud from Wigwa

Then I tossed the chaff against the wind

I am beaded to a T, I am a bride

for a man I know little about

I wonder what it would be like to walk to the others

If in their hands it would be just as uncertain?

Maybe my children should have been dark-skinned;

like Odhiambo. Tall like Lenana, or coarse-voiced like Maina.

Or perhaps light-skinned like the insides of a ripe mango.

But I truly hope before we share the bull’s heart

scorched over acacia’s wood. That this uncertain future,

That this forever, is too long to sift

Angry

It runs deep
red as blood

It extrudes through stocking holes
flowing blue-black with skin

It ejects through the chest in heaves
decrying the emotion
defiantly encrusted in the cracking enamel of a firm visage

It waits for Christmas
with fingers crossed
to explode

Journey through the hills

 

Nganya,

Cutting the grassland like cutlass

Flying,

Devouring the hills like roasted cassava

Guzzling,

Till when the sun

Bloody,

Half-eaten by the black-backed jackal on the hill

Shrinks

 

Nganya is a souped up vehicle used for public transport. Often playing loud music and driven by drivers who care more about getting to the destination fast, than obeying traffic rules.