As I walk towards
my tomorrow, I see the sands of time
sifted through the screen of age,
Clarified like layers of mud from Wigwa
Then I tossed the chaff against the wind
I am beaded to a T, I am a bride
for a man I know little about
I wonder what it would be like to walk to the others
If in their hands it would be just as uncertain?
Maybe my children should have been dark-skinned;
like Odhiambo. Tall like Lenana, or coarse-voiced like Maina.
Or perhaps light-skinned like the insides of a ripe mango.
But I truly hope before we share the bull’s heart
scorched over acacia’s wood. That this uncertain future,
That this forever, is too long to sift